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Basically, nawala ako for 8 months.
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Nag-reveal din lang ako basically.
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Basically, yun lang yung ginawa ko. Nag-reveal din lang ako.
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Parang alam mo yun, typical teenage
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ano diba, phase na parang
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emotions and ganyan ganyan. Nagpatatungo ako
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Ganyan ganyan. So, ikaw ay
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got a band and then did all of these like
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gigs. I definitely
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noticed that. When I was going to
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all of these different places like
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bars, you know, I felt kind of an
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outsider because all of these people who were
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part of the underground scene are like
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pinagawa niya dito, diba?
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But then I found my way through that and I really
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just did and focused on all the things
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that I should focus on and built my relationships
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in the music industry and now
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I feel like I'm definitely in such
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a better place because at the
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very least, I, you know,
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at all of these other musicians that I look up to,
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they also see me as a musician as well.
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Pero on the other side of it, kung nangyayari
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yung rebelde phase mo, anong sabi nyo
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showbiz side mo naman yung mga
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kaibigan mo, kalala mo, mga tao na showbiz?
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What do you think?
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Like, what is going on with you, kid?
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I'm like, I don't know!
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It's what I feel!
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nga lang, right? Like, the whole good image,
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clean image, ganyan-ganyan, that's,
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I wanted to stray away from that. That's why I was,
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you know, that's why I was cursing
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around, that's why I was saying all of these things,
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ganyan-ganyan, because it's, you know, I wanted to do
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all of the things that I wasn't supposed to do.
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Because, obviously, I was a teenager
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in the showbiz industry. What would you expect?
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I lost, I definitely lost a lot of opportunities.
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Because, I mean, you know,
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I was doing teleserias, and
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more probably than not, after the teleserias,
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I would have done another one, and this and that,
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and even more projects.
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So, I definitely lost that. And then,
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the relationships and friendships
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that I had in this industry, I,
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it was only up until, what,
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right before senior high, we started doing senior high,
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that I was able to reconnect with everybody again.
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well, it's an interesting,
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it's an interesting thing. Kasi,
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So, kung nagka-epiphany moment ko before na, you wanted to do music,
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you want, may epiphany moment din ba
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na parang, what am I doing with my life?
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And, yung yung rebellious
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say it's over, or parang,
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you've grown from it, or anbang,
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tingin mo, may look back at those years.
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Right. The thing kasi is, you know,
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rebellious phase,
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rebelling in general,
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shouldn't have any negative connotation
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to it whatsoever, right?
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It could be a good thing, right?
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You could be rebelling from something bad.
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in that case, it wasn't
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really necessarily me saying na nag-rebelde
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ako, just to, like, do all of these
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bad things, and, like, hurt people,
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and ha-ha-ha-ha, evil plans.
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No, not that. It was really just,
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you know, a teenage boy
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was really discovering
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who he was. Discovering who
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he wanted to be. And,
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in and of itself is just, for lack of
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better term, right? It's more of, like,
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would be the better term.
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Kasi, automatic ka rin pag,
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ah, JK rebelde sa media,
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ah, okay, wala na. Overblown na, wala na.
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in the sense of discovery, I don't
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think that will ever end.
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You know, I think that will
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that will ever end, sorry. I don't think
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that will ever end.
